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I'm off today. A free time for myself. It felt so nice since I haven't have this kind of time for a long time. I really missed my schooling time. After school/class I would go home and have time for myself, taking nap, go for exercise, go shopping, dropped by my mom's shop and eat eat eat. But now, all I do is work work work. Even have to work overtime once in a while during weekdays and even Saturday! Looks like this Saturday I have to work again. True that I have a choice to work overtime or not but I guess I just need to get the extra income. I'm getting broke, thanks to my spending indulge. I can't seem to stop myself recently. This month alone, my credit card will charge me over 5k. Sigh. Wondering how am I suppose to pay back. Anyway, although I'm off work today, I still can't have a long sleep. Woke up at 8, have been online since then until now. I browsed Loon's blog a while before starting my writing. In his blog, he wrote that his blog viewers

I'm getting boring these days. I need to find something adventure to take part in. I need something new to experience. I need something exciting to keep me alive. I'm dying now. Dying slowly out of boredom. Sigh. I realize that my life have changed a lot since I was in schooling years. A LOT!! I have become someone serious, I took things too seriously. And I have become someone that I have no understanding of, someone that is totally different from my old self. I am trying to find my old self again. I want to be more active and adventurous.

Another month since my last entry. Early tomorrow morning (at 12 midnight today) the fuel price will drop by 15 cent, making the fuel price becomes RM2.30. It may be a drop but will the 'rakyat' be happy? We know that the market price for fuel dropped by over 70 million dollar. Why is our oil price still that expensive? The market is really bad nowadays. Singapore is facing recession. Malaysia government is having a money-spending spree. Share markets are dropping drastically. The world is changing now. How are we going to survive? Can we survive? Though I was reminded to save as this year's market will be very bad, I still haven't save any penny. My savings are fluctuating, not going up at all. I always tell myself "Don't buy things anymore" but I still spend a lot, buying books, clothes, etc. I guess, I still am weak on my will power. Probably I have to start giving my money to my mom so that she would help me save. Save now before it's too late. The