Free time


I'm off today. A free time for myself. It felt so nice since I haven't have this kind of time for a long time. I really missed my schooling time. After school/class I would go home and have time for myself, taking nap, go for exercise, go shopping, dropped by my mom's shop and eat eat eat. But now, all I do is work work work. Even have to work overtime once in a while during weekdays and even Saturday! Looks like this Saturday I have to work again. True that I have a choice to work overtime or not but I guess I just need to get the extra income. I'm getting broke, thanks to my spending indulge. I can't seem to stop myself recently. This month alone, my credit card will charge me over 5k. Sigh. Wondering how am I suppose to pay back.

Anyway, although I'm off work today, I still can't have a long sleep. Woke up at 8, have been online since then until now. I browsed Loon's blog a while before starting my writing. In his blog, he wrote that his blog viewers are dropping. And he thinks because he don't have much things to write and thinks that he is introvert, nothing to share with others.

Well, most of my friends blog that I view, seldom have a lot of updates. Including mine. I believe the reason why we seldom update our blogs not because we have nothing to say. I have a lot to say but I just can't find the time to write it down. I always have frustrations and I wanted to complain about it but I'm always at work and I definitely can't write long during working. If I wait until I get home, I will forgot what I wanted to say and too lazy to on my laptop again. Once we start working, we need to juggle our time for a lot of things. Family, love ones, friends (not like I have a lot), and activities for ourselves. Sometimes I can't even fit in time for myself. Now that I'm alone to take care of my parents and nephew, I need to be at home most of the time. I felt guilty if I stay out most of the time. It's like dumping my mom and nephew at home and they have nothing much to do besides watching TV and playing game. But what am I suppose to do? sometimes I need to work, and I need to go out with WH, also to socialize with my friends. So, I'll just leaving my weekdays night at home. There's good and bad if my siblings are around. Haha.

Back to the past, when I was in secondary school, although I have to go back to an empty house everyday after school, I found out that it isn't that bad. At least no one will bother you if you sleep, or bringing friends back home or even watch TV all the time without doing home work. Not like my parents ever worry about these things because I have always have my freedom to do things. 5 years in SMK Convent Pulau Tikus was the best years. Although there are ups and downs, I still prefer secondary schooling time. Study, co-k activities, play, hanging out, love life, friends conflict, start mixing with boys... Oh, start mixing with boys... Did I mentioned that I have new a bunch of guys since then and I'm still mixing with them now? My friends, I have new for so long. Although the girls are not that close anymore, we still keep in touch by chatting once in a while. Though I have not going out with them for a long time, they are those that I will not forget about.

Comments

limchinten said…
boo...dun overspend la
October 29, 2008 at 12:11 AM
rainbow said…
haha.. how can I?
October 29, 2008 at 1:43 PM
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