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Here I am, sitting in the training room waiting for people to come in so that I can start my presentation. This is the first time I have to do a presentation in the company I'm working at. I have no idea I must make a presentation after I attended an external training. If I knew earlier, I rather not attended it. Shite. I am so nervous right now. Only 1 hour for me to do the presentation with 42 slides. Better if others not coming. Sitting right in front of me is the guy at that argued with last 2 weeks. And now, another guy came in. Oh no...... I'm gonna have nervous break down.

I have a lot of things to write but I couldn't get myself to start typing. All I know is that I'm very confused these few days. Confuse on everything. I don't know what to do and I don't know where to start. I am confuse on every little thing that come across my mind, even petty things like whether to have lunch or not. Sigh. It sucks. What has gotten to me? Everyday after work, I go home and played game until it is time to go to sleep which is after 11pm. Every morning woke up feeling very dreadful and with puffy eyes. And everyday, I don't feel like going to work, as usual. I have so many things to do at work but I hardly do anything at all. I felt so sick, so not lively, so tired of everything. But I still got a lot of things to think about and my gray hairs are getting uncountable. I have no mood to do anything. I just need some rest. I need a break. I need decision making skills. Gosh. I need a lot of things. And I need MONEY!!! Recently, I went out with friend

Last weekend, Penang World Music Festival was held at the Botanic Garden. It was an outdoor event where everyone can sit freely everywhere. This is the first time I attended this event. Last year was the first time this event was held in Penang. It surprised me. Although it did not turn out the way I thought I would be but at least I had attended once for the event. At first I thought the event was in the Botanical Garden, the one we go for jogging. But I was surprised that there is another garden by the side of the tar road. Penangites should know which tar road I was talking about. This is the entry ticket, a souvenir for the revellers. When we went in, there are a lot of people bringing in their own stools and mats to sit on. It did not come across my mind to bring along a mat, so we sat on the staircase the whole night. For about 2 hours we sat there until I was bored so walked about the area and came across stalls selling souvenirs and a stall doing Henna Art. I have always wante