Looking back

This morning while I was driving to work, my favorite radio channel, MY FM was talking about the topic "Did you chose the right career?". Well, as I was listening, I can't help myself but to laugh at myself for not choosing the right road from the beginning. From the moment after SPM, I have make a lot of mistakes that lead me to who I am and what I am doing today. Being and engineer is definitely what I thought I would be. There are a lot of things that I cannot change back. I think I would have to continue doing what I am doing unless I have the courage and gut to do what I love to do. Of course, there are a lot of things I would like to do. I see a lot of successful friends and I do envy them for liking there job. I always wanted to change for something better but I just couldn't do it because I am afraid I would fail and I am worried I do not have enough salary to even feed myself. There are too much worries in my mind No wonder my gray hair is getting more.

Although previously I have much complaint about my job, now that I am in the new department, everything seems fine although there are certain people that I really dislike because they keep thinking that they are the smartest, greatest,... Darn. It makes my job even harder and I am so pissed off especially today. But despite all, I enjoy better now at work . I have great colleagues that jokes, tell me stories, making fun, encouraging me, and not forgetting, always being 'ham sap' (pervert). OK, it may not be a good thing but when you listen to them, it can be really funny and I love that. Why? Not because I'm pervert, because I love to be happy and I want to laugh. Previously, I have been frowning from 8am to 6pm. But now, I can laugh, joke, and learn at work. I really appreciate the time there. I may not choose the right career and I still hope I can do something I love, but at the meantime, I will enjoy myself there.

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Anonymous said…
Don't be afraid to choose the things that you like to do or the correct path coz you're still young and energetic. If there's a failure, I will always be there to support you no matter what happen.
July 19, 2008 at 12:39 AM
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